Tuesday, 13 May 2014
DOCUMENTARY:
CASA Magazine – West Village
22 8th
Ave
b/t 12th
Street and Jane Street in West Street
New York
New York
1.
STATEMENT
One
man’s mission to preserve published material – in an ever-developing digital
age what is the role of printed matter. Resource for any published magazine –
small niches and well-known names.
As a
student, Ali the own invited us to come on Tuesday evening, to take home the
magazine’s he doesn’t sell – he is a hub of knowledge and willing to share with
students in the area.
Do
students still want magazines?
Role of
the coffee table book?
Do we
enough space to printed magazine’s when we can view them so easily the digital
archives?
2.
PRIOTIRY
ELEMENTS:
-
Interviewing
owner
-
Interview
regular customers
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Questions:
where do the magazines go once the next issue comes in?
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Where do
the magazine’s come from - Storage?
3.
LIST OF
SHOTS NEEDED
- Establishing shots
- Environmental
background shots
- Close-ups
- Transition
shots
- Visual
textures
4.
STORYBOARD
- Environmental background shots
- Close-up
- Transition shots
- Visual textures
5.
SCHEDULE?
(Dependent on Ali)
- When can Ali do it? Thursday 20th
AM.
Wednesday, 16 April 2014
ESSAY BY ROSIE KANE
5. Whilst
every photograph involves a certain degree of abstraction from the three-
dimensional fabric of the world, some images are clearly more abstract than
others, and in different ways. Compare the use of abstraction by two
photographers. Be sure to discuss the layers of meaning produced by the work as
well as its formal properties.
The politics of emptiness: abstract photography, as
abstract art, is independent of visual references and free from political
noise. An abstract image is a creation
of the artist’s impression of the truth upon which the viewer can contemplate
their own references; for its critics, it creates an emptiness and anxiety over
a fear of the unknown and absence of political doctrine.
Just as an abstract painter takes the core
elements of an image and redefines it as a collection of its essential shapes,
so the abstract photographer eliminates many of the elements, which he or she
believes to be external to the overall statement that they wish to make, and
thus the politics of emptiness. This
reduction of effects and sensations delivers a freedom and changes the dynamics
of the experience from reality to expression. This paper considers how two
photographers found freedom through abstract photography, letting the ‘chemicals
work to freeze that moment through their action’.
Siskind, an American documentary
photographer, became politically disengaged during World War II, and abandoned
the idea that a photograph is a reflection of the world. Wolfgang Tillmans’ abhorrence of American
politics is reflected in his work for his first solo exhibition in America ‘Freedom from the Known’ at the Museum
of Modern Art (MOMA), New York, in which he said he was ‘extremely removed from
literal political content… in a country whose politics fill me with a great
deal of fear and anger’. Tillmans’ goes
on to discuss how working with the abstract provides a deeper but more indirect
commentary on the politics he finds frustrating:
“There is a glaring dichotomy of working with pure
abstraction, which is extremely removed from literal political content, and the
personal sense of urgency that dominates much of my waking hours. Yet I feel
the purely abstract works and non-direct political content photographs are my
freedom of expression, my resistance to feeling completely dominated by the
fall-out of a world bent on reviving ideologies.” Wolfgang Tillmans
Wolfgang
Tillmans, born in 1968, is a German fine-art
photographer. In 2000, Tillmans was the first photographer - and also the first
non-English person - to be awarded the Tate Annual Turner Prize.
His work came to international prominence during the 1990s
when he moved to the London; he has since divided his time between London and
Berlin. His
diverse body of work is characterized by observation of his surroundings and an
on-going investigation of the photographic medium’s foundations.
Wolfgang
Tillmans’ most basic leitmotif is to treat all pictures, including abstract
ones, not as isolated phenomena but as always interrelated. Tillmans is very much a generalist, with an
encyclopedic array of subject matter, which can be seen in his works. Just
looking at his sprawling installations [See:
Image 1 - Museo del Banco de la
Republica, Bogota, Columbia, Oct - Jan 2013] we are able to see this broad display of subject matter from still life,
portraiture, landscape and beyond. But photography is in many ways only the
beginning of Tillmans’ art. Indeed, over the last decade he has made an
important body of abstract works that are ‘not made with camera’ (the artist’s
phrase), yet are still directly related to the process of photography. In both
a practical and philosophical sense, therefore, Tillmans engages and works with
the photographic image on every conceivable level: as a consumer and reader of
images, an editor of images, producer of images, as their printer, replicator,
publisher, curator, installer, and also as their mechanic, anatomist,
politician, sculptor, technician and connoisseur. Bracewell M, (2010).
'Everywhere, all the time and at once: the art of Wolfgang Tillmans' (In: Serpentine Gallery (ed), Wolfgang
Tillmans. 1st ed. London: Koenig Books. pp.9-15). He is thus the creator and director of an
extensive lexicon of images, examining every characteristic of their form, in
both terms of medium and object. So to the question of what might be the
meaning of abstraction for Tillman’s larger enterprise? What might Tillmans’
work mean for abstract art, one possible answer is: abstraction aids Tillman’s
quest for generality, for a broadness of scope and vision.
We see this broad scope and vision in 2006
when Tillmans undertook his first exhibition for an American museum – MOMA. The
exhibition was titled ‘Freedom from the
Known’ and was unlike any he had done before as it focused primarily on the
artist’s purely abstract photographs. It explored the presence abstraction has
had within his figurative and representational work. Most of these works are
camera-less pictures made by the direct manipulation of light on paper; to
achieve them Tillmans manipulated huge sheets of chromogenic C print paper with
light in the darkroom, rather than on a negative. Tillmans provides us with a
selection of earlier photographs providing a context and passage-way from
figurative to representation imagery to abstraction. (2006). Wolfgang Tillmans:
Freedom from the Known. [ONLINE] Available at:
http://momaps1.org/exhibitions/view/109. [Last Accessed 20.05.13]. One huge print entitled “It’s Only Love Give it Away” features
crisp yet fluid lines suggestive of feathers swaying above soft purple hues or
eyelashes, the picture conveys romance to me.
Tillmans large-scale abstractions, up to ten feet high, were presented
in frames – a departure for an artist who pioneered a style of installation
based on pinning and taping pictures directly to the wall. The elusive,
transitory images in the abstraction, when framed can be seen as objects in
space, displaying both buoyancy and weight. For Tillmans, photography has as
many sculptural possibilities as it does representational, aesthetic or
political. By using paperclips to hang them it highlights their bodily
materiality and weight – thus appearing as visual events for the eyes to
consume and as sculptural objects with a powerful physical appearance.
To me, one of the best things about
Tillmans’ abstract pictures is that they are nearly impossible to talk about by
themselves. In exhibitions they appear mingled with other photos in the
branching sequences of his installations supported by the back and forth
dialogue of perspectives. The abstractions help to generalize and broaden
Tillmans overall artistic concerns of the capacity of his medium. Emphasized in
the abstraction is the plasticity all of the works share, a compatibility that
Tillmans brings out when reusing images in different formats and in shuffled
situations. Is Tillmans asking us to step back, to find a new perspective on
situations, or perhaps to find a freedom when tapping into the known and the
unknown? I think Tillmans believes in the potentiality of the photographic
image being intimately related between a level of understanding and awareness
to the reality of being alive.
Many have argued that the defining
preoccupation of modern art is mediating between the specific and the general.
Tillmans has often been said to embody Charles Baudlaire’s ideal ‘painter of
modern life’. ‘Modernity is the transient, the
fleeting, the contingent,’ is how Baudelaire wrote out the ‘equation,’ ‘it is
one half of art, the other being the eternal and the immovable.’ Baudelaire C,
(1964). The Painter of Modern Life and Other Essays. 1st
ed. London: Phaidon Press. Tillmans has been recognised for his social
documenting on gritty reality and providing essential facts, yet, will readily
change his perspective on the perimeters for representational scenes by zooming
in or out, locking subjects either too close or too far. Specifics begin
dissolving into abstract formal arrangements.
The art
of Tillmans is multi-allusive, so, it is of no coincidence that Tillman’s
earliest works were made on a photocopier. Tillmans’ growing desire to engage
with the photographic on every level is no different form the desire expressed
by Andy Warhol only a few years earlier, when he said he wanted to a machine?
Similarly to Tillmans, Warhol was a generalist who moved between the realms of
art, commerce and subculture. Instead of photocopying, Warhol worked with screen-printing
a developed a new use for photography. In many ways Warhol could be thought to
represent Tillmans’ doppelganger, a dark counter-figure to the Baudelairian
flaneur. Yet, according to Walter Benjamin’s famous description, isn’t capable
of experiencing modernity on the same level as Tillmans’, he can only achieve
modernitys standardised banalities – they don’t contain an unpredictable flux.
Looking back at the work of Aaron Siskind
it is difficult to find a photographer who shifted the conceptual foundations
of the medium of photography more than him.
Siskind, born in 1903, was an
American documentary photographer who became politically disengaged during
World War II, abandoning the idea that a photograph is a reflection of the
world. Instead, he used the medium as modern artists used paint, as a malleable
process that could be used to create entirely new things.
With a
single glance at Siskind's photographs, it is easy to see his relationship with
Abstract Expressionism. In
his autobiography he describes when he received a camera as a wedding gift, and
in a similar light to Tillmans, he quickly realized the artistic potential this
offered. Siskind was close to several abstract painters and adopted a similar
approach to symbol and form by isolating and thus ‘abstracting’ elements of
visual reality. Energetic, gestural marks move across
many of his images [Image 3], just like
the canvases of Franz Kline. But the similarities run deeper. Unlike any
photographers before him, Siskind acknowledged the simple idea that the picture
plane, like a canvas, is a flat rectangle. Accordingly, he sought out flat
surfaces that he could photograph purely for the poetic implications of their
details, using the elements of each image as a painter would use shapes.
(Tranberg D (2009). Aaron Siskind: Abstract Expressionist
Photographer. [ONLINE] Available at:
http://voices.yahoo.com/aaron-siskind-abstract-expressionist-photographer-3893610.html.
[Last Accessed 20.05.13].)
In 1960, Siskind took part in an
exhibition held at the Museum of Modern Art in New York titled The Sense of Abstraction in Contemporary
Photography, which staged the coming out party for abstract photography.
The show contained work by a large number of artists, including the most
prominent Americans, from Alfred Steiglitz to Ralph Eugene Meatyard fashioning
images of subjects that could not be readily identified. Barbara Morgan
described it as a photography that sought ‘common denominators’. She herself
had moved towards an abstract photographic vocabulary, but meant that
photography was a means of visual analogy, which doesn’t have to act a reality
or instant, binding many phenomena together and establishing a relationship
between the inner world of emotion and the outer world of materiality. (Rexer
L, (2009). 'Stairways to Heaven'. In: e.g. Tolkien,
J.R.R. (ed), The Edge of Vision: the rise of abstraction in
photography. 1st ed. New York : Aperture.
pp.99.)
By the
time of The Sense of Abstraction two
generations of American photographers put in place an ‘absolute tenet of faith’
that the meaning of the photograph was to be located in the photographer’s
consciousness. Just before, during and after World War II, the United States
took in refugees who transformed the culture of the country – an investigative
spirit arrived amongst a number of photographers, whom sought to advocate
innovation on every level: formal, technical and material – the effect being a
host of the most experimental American artists including Aaron Siskind. His
career is emblematic of this deeply American approach to image making, as well
as its complex roots.
As a
student of the Moholy-Nagy at the Institute of Design, Siskind held a
membership in the Photo League, a group of left-leaning photo documentarists.
Soon, the work became irrelevant to the group. In the words of the artist, “We
came to see that the literal representation of a fact (or idea) can signify
less than the fact of idea itself…, that a picture or a series of pictures must
be informed which such things as order, rhythm, emphasis, etc, qualities which
result from the perception and feeling of the photographer, and are not
necessarily the property of subject.”
Siskind is often compared to Harry
Callahan, also at the Institute of Design. Their differences are apparent as
they spring from different sensibilities. Callahan, more a formalist led by the
process of photography compares to the art-world of sophistication present in
Siskind’s work. But, having worked so closely to one another, they both
understood that one way to subvert the camera’s literalism – to intensify the
image, was to press the formal composition for the image.
In some
of his photographs, there is almost a literal analogy to painting; marks that
appear to have been made with a paintbrush dominate, creating bold strokes
across a surface. In others, Siskind obscured the context of recognizable forms
(a weathered sheet of plywood, for instance) by focusing on the interaction of
shapes, textures, and tones, and essentially ignoring the environment that
surrounded them. In doing so, Siskind acted as a sort of found-object sculptor,
harvesting from the world objects and surfaces that he reconfigured according
to his own ideas. (Tranberg D (2009). Aaron Siskind: Abstract Expressionist
Photographer. [ONLINE] Available at:
http://voices.yahoo.com/aaron-siskind-abstract-expressionist-photographer-3893610.html.
[Last Accessed 20.05.13].)
In
summary, perhaps the sense of the purpose of abstraction and the removal of all
the unnecessary layers to reveal the skeleton behind the image is summed up by
Siskind who stated:
"When I make a photograph I want it to be an altogether new object,
complete and self-contained, whose basic condition is order-unlike the world of
events and actions whose permanent condition is change and disorder''.
In abstraction, there is a counterpoint to
today’s surplus of visual information.
It is a metaphorical paradigm for saying nothing but everything at the
same time; it is not simple or an indulgence but a response to the world
today. For example, when Tillmans
created his photographic images without the use of the actual camera, he was
removing another manmade barrier.
Siskind’s approach was to photograph purely for the poetic implications
of the details of the flat surfaces; he sought out using the elements of each
image as a painter would use shapes.
Both artists were not seeking a literal representation of the image they
saw but seeking the fundamental truth upon which others could imprint their own
emotions. As to whether this is elitist,
the resultant images cut out those who prefer to have their experiences and
emotions fed to them; but for those who have the freedom to explore their
emotions, there is a wealth of excitement and a voyage of discovery in every
abstract image created.
There is, however, a journey that we
embark on when looking at these pieces, a natural progression where Siskind
uses the camera to capture elements of an image as a painter would shapes –
just as the artists of the 1960s captured the immediacy of expression of an
image by ‘one-take’ painting using buckets instead of brushes and employing a
strict rule that no painting could be reworked.
Tillmans’ ink jet prints are an evolution from these 1960s paintings. He used photocopiers to enlarge elements –
size and quality – to create images with even photo sensitivity. As such, Tillmans’ images create an
impression of something caught in a camera flash – the immediate impression of
the image it captured.
It is particularly interesting that both
Tillmans and Siskind wanted their images to be free from political
doctrine. Under the Nazi regime in
Germany, virtually all modern art was described as Degenerate art and was
banned as was music that was not tonal.
The Nazis mounted an exhibition in Munich in 1937 called Degenerate Art which consisted of
modernist artworks. These were hung
chaotically and accompanied by text labels which derided the art. Perhaps this is reflected in the way in which
Tillmans chose to display his art? What
is certain is that Tillmans and Siskind are perfect exponents of the fact that
the essence of abstraction is freedom and all the rest is noise.
Monday, 14 April 2014
The Circular Ruins RESPONSE
Labyrinth
definition
1.
An intricate combination of paths or
passages in which it
is difficult to find one's way or to reach
the exit. Synonyms: maze, network, web.
2.
A maze of paths
bordered by
high hedges, as in a park or garden, for the amusement
of those who search for a way out.
3.
A complicated or tortuous arrangement, as of
streets or buildings. Synonyms: warren,
maze, jungle, snarl, tangle, knot.
4.
Any confusingly intricate state of things or
events; a bewildering complex: His papers
were lost in an hellish bureaucratic labyrinth. After the death of her daughter, she wandered in a labyrinth
of sorrow for what seemed like a decade.
Synonyms: wilderness, jungle, forest; morass.
5.
(Initial capital letter ) Classical
Mythology . a vast maze built in Crete by
Daedalus, at the command of King Minos, to house the Minotaur
CIRCLE OF LIFE – WE ARE ALL DOOMED TO BECOME OUR PARENTS –
SPIRITUALITY – DREAMS – EDUCATION – THE SUPERNATURAL – IN SEARCH FOR THE ‘SELF’
The
Circular Ruins by Jorge Luis Borges tells the story of a man (later research
taught me that he was a wizard) who arrives in a region of which he is a total
stranger. He has journeyed from an unknown village not contaminated by modern
Greek thoughts. Borges tells us that the man comes from one of the “infinitive
villages that are upstream, on the violent flank of the mountain, where Zeud
language is not contaminated by Greek and leprosy is infrequent.” The passage
is filled with confusing descriptions of geographic contradiction and physical
unlikelihood thus leading me to believe that the voyager has absolute belief in
the supernatural.
Despite
the complexity of the language Borges writes with, I was able to pick up on a
large theme: the circle of life, dreams, education and the supernatural. It is
a spiritual journey beginning with chaotic dreams and thoughts until they
became dialectical. It seems to me the
man is guided by a higher force, a god or perhaps he himself is a wizard. “The
goal that led him on was not impossible, though it was clearly supernatural: He
wanted to dream a man. He wanted to dream him completely, in painstaking detail
and impose him on reality” - is it man
quest to find god?
This
man is on a mission, he appears unafraid of death but fears the local villagers
In his sleep. This resounds with me, I am not afraid of dying yet there is
always a fear of harm and vulnerability. The man has an obsession to clone
himself and to not break the circle or the continuity. Reading between the
lines seems to indicate that a method of cloning that was long and arduous may
have been known to the wizard and his people, after several trials and errors
he seemed to find the perfect formula. A cleansing in the rivers, worshipping
the plantary gods and pronouncing the prescribed syllabled of a mighty name
before falling asleep.
A
lot of symbolism is used in this story to represent the cycle of life. For
instance, the ruins are circular shaped. The sleep cycle is also part of the
story, as the dreamer sleeps, awakens and sleeps some more. The temples are
going through a cycle. . At times they are in ruins, and at others, they are revived
by the latest generation of dreamers. All of these cycles are never- ending,
just as the circle of life is never-ending. Borges keeps the story very tight
with these symbols, and thus has created a tale that blatantly recapitulates
and thus reinforces his theme.
Finally,
the dreamer discovers that he is immune to fire, and thus must also be a “mere
image” “dreamt by another”. There is no doubt the dreamers son will also go
through these same experiences, as well as the generations after him. We are
all doomed to become out parents.
TEXT + HIGHLIGHTED AREA'S / NEW WORD DEFINTIONS [below]
The Circular
Ruins – JORGE LUIS BORGES
And if he left off dreaming about you ... ?
Through the
Looking-Glass, VI
No one saw him slip from the boat in the unanimous night, no one saw
the bamboo canoe as it sank into the sacred mud, and yet within days there was
no one who did not know that the taciturn (reserved
or uncommunicative in speech; saying little.) man had come there from the
South, and that his homeland was one of those infinite villages that lie
up-river, on the violent flank of the mountain, where the language of the Zend
is uncontaminated by Greek and where leprosy is uncommon. But in fact the gray
man had kissed the mud, scrambled up the steep bank (without pushing back,
probably without even feeling, the sharp-leaved bulrushes that slashed his
flesh), and dragged himself, faint and bloody, to the circular enclosure,
crowned by the stone figure of a horse or tiger, which had once been the color of fire but was now the color
of ashes. That ring was a temple devoured by an ancient holocaust;
now, the malarial (contracted form of mala
aria ‘bad air’. The
term originally denoted the unwholesome atmosphere caused by the exhalations of
marshes, to which the disease was formerly attributed) jungle had
profaned it and its god went unhonored by mankind. The foreigner lay down at
the foot of the pedestal.
He was awakened by the sun high in the sky. He examined his
wounds and saw, without astonishment, that they had healed; he closed his pale
eyes and slept, not out of any weakness of the flesh but out of willed
determination. He knew that this temple was the place that his unconquerable
plan called for; he knew that the unrelenting trees had not succeeded in
strangling the ruins of another promising temple downriver—like this one, a
temple to dead, incinerated (destroy by
burning) gods; he knew that his immediate obligation was to sleep. About
midnight he was awakened by the inconsolable cry of a bird. Prints of unshod
feet, a few figs, and a jug of water told him that the men of the region had
respectfully spied upon his sleep and that they sought his favor, or feared his
magic. He felt the coldness of fear, and he sought out a tomblike niche in the
crumbling wall, where he covered himself with unknown leaves.
The goal that led him on was not impossible, though it was
clearly supernatural: He wanted to dream a man. He wanted to dream him
completely, in painstaking detail, and impose him upon reality. This magical
objective had come to fill his entire soul; if someone had asked him his own name, or inquired into any
feature of his life till then, he would not have been able to answer.
The uninhabited and crumbling temple suited him, for it was a minimum of
visible world; so did the proximity of the woodcutters, for they saw to his
frugal needs. The rice and fruit of their tribute were nourishment enough for
his body, which was consecrated to the sole task of sleeping and dreaming.
At first, his
dreams were chaotic; a little later, they became dialectical. The foreigner dreamed that
he was in the center of a circular amphitheater, which was somehow the ruined
temple; clouds of taciturn students completely filled the terraces of seats.
The faces of those farthest away hung at many centuries' distance and at a
cosmic height, yet they were absolutely clear. The man lectured on anatomy,
cosmography, magic; the faces listened earnestly, intently, and attempted to
respond with understanding—as though they sensed the importance of that education that would redeem
one of them from his state of hollow appearance and insert him into the real
world. The man, both in sleep and when awake, pondered his phantasms'
answers; he did not allow himself to be taken in by impostors, and he sensed in certain perplexities a
growing intelligence. He was seeking a soul worthy of taking its place
in the universe.
On the ninth or tenth night, he realized (with some
bitterness) that nothing could be expected from those students who passively
accepted his teachings, but only from those who might occasionally, in a
reasonable way, venture an objection.
The first—the accepting—though
worthy of affection and a degree of sympathy, would never emerge as individuals;
the latter— those who
sometimes questioned—had a bit more préexistence. One afternoon
(afternoons now paid their tribute to sleep as well; now the man was awake no
more than two or three hours around daybreak) he dismissed the vast illusory
classroom once and for all and retained but a single pupil—a taciturn,
sallow-skinned young man, at times intractable, with sharp features that echoed
those of the man that dreamed him. The pupil was not disconcerted for long by
the elimination of his classmates; after only a few of the private classes, his
progress amazed his teacher. Yet disaster would not be forestalled. One day the
man emerged from sleep as though from a viscous desert, looked up at the hollow
light of the evening (which for a moment he confused with the light of dawn),
and realized that he had not dreamed. All that night and the next day, the unbearable lucidity of insomnia
harried him, like a hawk. He went off to explore the jungle, hoping to
tire himself; among the hemlocks he managed no more than a few intervals of feeble sleep,
fleetingly veined with the most rudimentary of visions—useless to him. He
reconvened his class, but no sooner had he spoken a few brief words of
exhortation than the faces blurred, twisted, and faded away.
In his almost perpetual
state of wakefulness, tears of anger burned the man's old eyes.
He understood that the task of molding the incoherent and
dizzying stuff that dreams are made of is the most difficult work a man can
undertake, even if he fathom all the enigmas of the higher and lower spheres—
much more difficult than weaving a rope of sand or minting coins of the
faceless wind. He understood that initial failure was inevitable. He swore to
put behind him the vast hallucination that at first had drawn him off the
track, and he sought another way to approach his task. Before he began, he
devoted a month to recovering the strength his delirium had squandered. He abandoned all premeditation of
dreaming, and almost instantly managed to sleep for a fair portion of the day.
The few times he did dream during this period, he did not focus on his dreams;
he would wait to take up his task again until the disk of the moon was whole.
Then, that evening, he purified himself in the waters of the river, bowed down
to the planetary gods, uttered those syllables of a powerful name that it is
lawful to pronounce, and laid himself down to sleep. Almost immediately he dreamed
a beating heart.
He dreamed the heart warm, active, secret— about the size of
a closed fist, a garnet-colored (a precious stone consisting of a
deep red vitreous silicate mineral) thing inside the dimness of a human
body that was still faceless and sexless; he dreamed it, with painstaking love,
for fourteen brilliant nights. Each night he perceived it with greater clarity,
greater certainty. He did not touch it; he only witnessed it, observed it,
corrected it, perhaps, with his eyes. He perceived it, he lived it, from many
angles, many distances. On the fourteenth night, he stroked the pulmonary
artery with his forefinger, and then the entire heart, inside and out. And his
inspection made him proud. He deliberately did not sleep the next night; then
he took up the heart again, invoked the name of a planet, and set about
dreaming another of the major organs. Before the year was out he had reached
the skeleton, the eyelids.
The countless hairs of the body were perhaps the most
difficult task. The man had dreamed a fully fleshed man—a stripling—but this
youth did not stand up or speak, nor could it open its eyes. Night after night, the man dreamed
the youth asleep.
In the cosmogonies of the Gnostics, the demiurges (a being
responsible for the creation of the universe)
knead up a red Adam who cannot manage to stand; as rude and inept and
elementary as that Adam of dust was the Adam of dream wrought from the
sorcerer's nights. One afternoon, the man almost destroyed his creation, but he
could not bring himself to do it. (He'd have been better off if he had.) After
making vows to all the deities of the earth and the river, he threw himself at
the feet of the idol that was perhaps a tiger or perhaps a colt, and he begged
for its untried aid. That evening, at sunset, the statue filled his dreams. In
the dream it was alive, and trembling—yet it was not the dread-inspiring hybrid
form of horse and tiger it had been. It was, instead, those two vehement (showing
strong feeling; forceful, passionate, or intense) creatures plus bull, and rose,
and tempest, too—and all that, simultaneously. The manifold god revealed to the
man that its earthly name was Fire, and that in that circular temple (and
others like it) men had made sacrifices and worshiped it, and that it would magically
bring to life the phantasm the man had dreamed—so fully bring him to life that
every creature, save Fire itself and the man who dreamed him, would take him
for a man of flesh and blood. Fire ordered the dreamer to send the youth, once
instructed in the rites, to that other ruined temple whose pyramids still stood
downriver, so that a voice might glorify the god in that deserted place. In the dreaming man's dream, the
dreamed man awoke.
The sorcerer carried out Fire's instructions. He consecrated
a period of time (which in the end encompassed two full years) to revealing to
the youth the arcana of the universe and the secrets of the cult of Fire. Deep
inside, it grieved the man to separate himself from his creation. Under the
pretext of pedagogical (relating to teaching necessity), he drew out the
hours of sleep more every day. He also redid the right shoulder (which was
perhaps defective). From time to time, he was disturbed by a sense that all
this had happened before-----His days were, in general, happy;
when he closed his eyes, he would think Now I will be with
my son. Or, less frequently, The son I have engendered is waiting for me, and he will not exist if I do not go to
him.
Gradually, the
man accustomed the youth to reality. Once he ordered him to set a flag
on a distant mountaintop. The next day, the flag crackled on the summit. He
attempted other, similar experiments—each more daring than the last. He saw
with some bitterness that his son was ready— perhaps even impatient—to be born.
That night he kissed him for
the first time, then sent him off, through many leagues of impenetrable
jungle, many leagues of swamp, to that other temple whose ruins bleached in the
sun downstream. But first (so that the son would never know that he was a
phantasm, so that he would believe himself to be a man like other men) the man infused in him a total lack
of memory of his years of education.
The man's victory, and
his peace, were dulled by the wearisome sameness of his days. In the
twilight hours of dusk and dawn, he would prostrate himself before the stone
figure, imagining perhaps that his unreal son performed identical rituals in
other circular ruins, downstream. At night he did not dream, or dreamed the dreams that all men dream. His
perceptions of the universe's sounds and shapes were somewhat pale: the absent
son was nourished by those diminutions of his soul. His life's goal had been accomplished;
the man lived on now in a sort of ecstasy. After a period of time (which
some tellers of the story choose to compute in years, others in decades), two
rowers woke the man at midnight. He could not see their faces, but they told
him of a magical man in a temple in the North, a man who could walk on fire and
not be burned.
The sorcerer suddenly remembered the god's words. He
remembered that of all the creatures on the earth, Fire was the only one who
knew that his son was a phantasm. That recollection, comforting at first, soon
came to torment him. He feared that his son would meditate upon his unnatural
privilege and somehow discover that he was a mere simulacrum. To be not a man, but the projection
of another man's dream—
what incomparable humiliation, what vertigo! Every parent
feels concern for the children he has procreated (or allowed to be procreated) in happiness or in mere confusion;
it was only natural that the sorcerer should fear for the future of the son he
had conceived organ by organ, feature by feature, through a thousand and one
secret nights.
The end of his meditations came suddenly, but it had been
foretold by certain signs: first (after a long drought), a distant cloud, as
light as a bird, upon a mountaintop; then, toward the South, the sky the
pinkish color of a leopard's gums; then the clouds of smoke that rusted the
iron of the nights; then, at last, the panicked flight of the animals—for that
which had occurred hundreds of years ago was being repeated now. The ruins of
the sanctuary of the god of Fire were destroyed by fire. In the birdless dawn,
the sorcerer watched the concentric holocaust close in upon the walls. For a
moment he thought of taking refuge in the water, but then he realized that
death would be a crown upon his age and absolve him from his
labors. He
walked into the tatters of flame, but they did not bite his flesh—they caressed
him, bathed him without heat and without combustion. With relief, with
humiliation, with terror, he realized that he, too, was but appearance, that
another man was dreaming him.
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